Not The End, Just Begin.

Sorry for copying the theme of the toughest ever Training Camp of Prefectorial Board, but then excuse me, did you all apply Rights and Reserved for that? >< Bla.

people are counting down for the arrival of 2012, but god man, i'm actually afraid of it.'cause i believe in the Legend of 2012 as the end of the world.

there're going to be lots of changes next year.
1. Accommodation - from HOME to HOSTEL.
2. Prefect thingy- from BROWN to RED.
3. Year old - from 16 to 17.
4. Class - from S1SY to S2SY
5. Class teacher - from SZEKHOO to SENGOFLY
6. __awaiting revelation___

suddenly felt that i'm really a grown-up.
have to settle all my things on my own next year on. no more boys maid for me. definitely going to miss them so much, my cute brothers and parents :D

We win when we lose.
god bless me, smooth and smooth for everything happening next year.

goodbye and good night to 2011.

Christmas.

woots, it's Christmas today! guess everyone is having fun / had fun last night all the way round? BLAH.
but then now i just wish for a day full of rest and sleep, 'cause tomorrow is going to be tough, until next wednes, which i refer to is the Prefectorial Board Training Camp of 2012( sounds like going to be the end of the world )
it must be such torturing and yet Full of Fun and Enthusiastic, and of course killing and tiring.

ahha, quite excited to meet *new prefects. kinda feel proud that next year i'll be a senior for those kids.
but then my babyface always makes me looks like a new and what-also-duno-wan prefect.
my hopeless hope for this Christmas is that please make my chubby face into a long and slim wan. bufff. i know it wont come real, just a kiddy dream.

packing is almost done by the time i post.

and wish all of you a MERRY CHRISTTMAS ;D

__Playing with the decorations in The Gardens -.-__

__Litthe santa is scolding Miss Dear :D__

Thy End.

WOOTS, all well ends well. Time's up for 2011 school semesters.
it's just too fast that i still couldn't believe that it's now already holiday.
feeling great to have my own life controlled by my own again! ha.

planning to do some revision and preparation for next year, but still feel like out of motivation.
someone please push me a little bit?(giving you guys a chance to revenge me laa xD)

okay, here's some conclusion for this year, though it isn't 31.12.11 now, but you know that i leceh wan right?

too much of stuff happened this year, so do the memories are all very heart-crushing and bitter, some are sweet though.
i joined CNY. party committee, A-team
handled over MCF. party committee
changed my tie colour from blue to brown.
and the most known, cut my hair ><.
last semester i was in GROUP1, and this semester i'm in GROUP3.
different role playing, and different kinds of feeling, of course.

i fail a lot of'em, but still, i was noted that sometimes failure causes bigger improvement and success.
it trains you into a greater person, just like me.(i know you won't agree with this, thus)

there are sadness and happiness mix up upon these things.
and thank god i wave back to my lovely Board, if not, guess how bad will it be now.

destiny is confined, no doubts that life courses will always get us all fainted.
courage and perseverance is the only way that will get us out of rocks and bloods.
oh my friend, i pray and wish you all to be strong, persist and LOVELY xD.

bye, and thanks for viewing all the post. btw, sorry for not renewing for months._SWEET.

第三组

好几个月了，都没上来更新。
似乎都不为我这样的举动有所抱歉，连想个理由推辞都懒了。
是生活忙碌过了头？还是庸懒的日子让我忘了自己的义务。
废话连篇。

2011年10月了，当了队长4个月，主席股和A队的任务也结束了。
高一的生涯又似乎这样莽莽撞撞地过去了，自己成长了多少，至今都还弄不太清楚。
这些日子里好像发生了很多事，却又如一抹风，不带走任何一片云彩。

第三组，现在距离组解散只剩下1一个月都不到的时间。
心情真的是，很不舍得。
唉，感觉上还没有机会给些你们什么，就这样突然，要说再见了。

真遗憾，没能把心从一开始就贯注在这一组，总是忙于筹委团的事情。
后期的补救与挽留，不知还能留给大家什么。
真的希望大家享受在这一组的时间，享受我们给你们的。
不管是爱心、用心还是开心，都希望大家能够用心去体会。

不想再说值勤或者是义务上的事了，毕竟大家好像都腻了，都无聊了。
不管怎样，第三组永远是我心中最棒的组。
很开心，真的。

看过这样的一句话：努力过的事物，回忆起来才有重量。
我感受到了，因为我付出过，哪你们呢？

哦~第三组。薇薇组，<3你哦

Preserve and stay.

HH's Holiday

School Holidays again !

and my time schedule is Fulled with activities.

*so, is it considered as Holiday?

Sigh. HinHua's always like this, though it's holiday time,

the time we stay at school always longer than we stay home.

is it time for us to forget about school and rest?

Aha, i think that's just a MISSION  IMPOSSIBLE for HinHua's :DD

busy lives bring along fun and happiness also laah.

so i count this as the Only Benefit that those activities give out ><

and that's the only way to lie myself to LIKE it.

no way, the day i've chosen this school, i've chosen such Busy and 'Exciting' high school years.

what a 'Stupid' move ! Grrr..

Ops. my hair is getting longer and longer.

no layers and style at all.

quite boring laah! to have such Common hairstyle.

anybody has a Great Suggestion about my new haircut?

sexy? cute? aunty? short? long? shoulder-length?

PLEASE. I NEED YOUR HELP SO MUCH! :((((

Well, leave a comment about it, please.

mONEY.

YEAH! Tomorrow is the day of me receiving MONEY! for the reward of my VERY BEST UEC RESULT XD

hey guys, I have to protest that I’m not trying to SHOW OFF. just to share my happiness ALOUD ;D you know that, I’m always sharing ha..

but as I got the HIN-HUA-MONTHLY-NEWSPAPAR, man, I feel so embarrassing!

the picture posted there, OMG. it’s really…… so VOMITING.

that’s when the first time of me regretted to score such good goals in UEC.

GRRR… it should be a PROUD THING at first, but the newspaper just got me insane –.-

no matter how, I really did do a good job on it, and just, TRY TO BE HAPPY WITH THE MONEY WHICH IS COMING IN MY POCKET TOMORROW ;P

that’s what I’d like to SHOUT OUT LOUD tonight. bye. Sweet Dreams.

Stop Making Me Feel Sick

Finally, exam is OVER!

But seem like nobody is happy about this thing, cause the result is COMING OUT HOTLY T.T

If u walk into my class, u’ll see people shouting there :” 我要去跳楼了啦.” Something like that. Or somebody else sitting at the dark corner, and remain MOODY. SIGH.

Why are you guys so care bout the MARKS? However, it’s just a piece of paper, it can’t kill you somehow right? If you’d done bad this time, just forget bout that. And put more effort in the next one laa.

Moody there doesn’t make any sense kayy? It won’t change your marks into HIGHER!

If you think you can, okay, just do it. And don’t come near me, I just don’t want something bad to ruin my GOOD MOOD :/

But I’m still feeling sorry for those who got BAD result or a little BAD.

Guys, be TOUGH! Don’t do anything stupid just for the marks, u will REGRET. Just like what I’ve said, forget bout it, and CHIONG for the next time.

You can do it, if you WANT to :D

And don’t care those mean people’ words. They’re just trying to make you feel sad and ruin your confidence so that they can win you!

Man, this is call 下贱 ! so, don’t get tripped!

Just HAPPY-GO-LUCKY! :D Good luck.

Before Schooling.

this will be the LAST blog post posted in this school holiday.

quite SAD when i was typing this, cause i’ll be facing those killing EXAMS again. grrrrrr…

but quite HAPPY also cause i’m going to meet my hot girls and friends again, no boringness along with my daily life anymore! YEAH! sounds fun right? O.o

but i have to seriously announce that my holiday works are obviously not yet DONE :/ feeling guilty laaa! it’s already given to us 9 DAYS to finish them but i… WAS TOO LAZY TO THINK BOUT THAT D:

not only me, i suppose everyone is same with me :DDD obviously, everybody is LAZY..

BIOLOGY PHYSICS and CHINESE NOTE.

i have to say sorry with u guys, cause not one is DONE by 9.16 20/3/2011. SORRY MAN’ and still, i’m having fun with my lovely laptop. no way, it always ATTRACTS me with its VERY GAOLAT D ELECTRIC CURRENT xD

okay, gonna end up with my FUNNY, RELAXING short story. got a lot more work to do with my schooling and homework :(

come on, let’s cut your yellowish and TOO LONG D fingernails, iron your uniform, check up your hair and tie on your shoelaces. IT'S TIME TO SCHOOL! :D

Ring… ( PROUDLY PRESENTED BY SWEET. )

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another Weird title :D

it has been three months since i am a Senior Teen.

i can now handle with the works and stress that are given to me.

and, of course, the Down period has gone. feel glad for myself :DD

yesterday, when we were all concentrating on the tricky exam, in China and Japan, serious Earthquake occurred.

it comes to me that life is so unpredictable and weak.

we should feel grateful to live while the others are dying and struggling for another day.

Sigh, let's pray for the poor Japanese and Chinese in 5 minutes.

okay, 5 minutes past and now continue with my story.

又变回华文了。

这几个月来，觉得很多东西都变得好快。

人 面 是 非 错 对，我好像都分不清楚了。

谁对我好，谁是伪君子，我都看不透，猜不透了。

是人变得复杂了，还是我的近视加深了。

叫自己不要去理那么多了，做好自己，继续开心快乐地过日子就好了。

但是，那不争气的脑袋总是喜欢胡思乱想。

或许吧，是我自己多心了。

回归到最原本的自己，才能找回最纯朴的快乐。

所以，有时把自己关在那个地方，我觉得好不快乐。

总是要转换到一个没有烦恼，没有竞争，没有分数存在的地方才会找回自己。

甚至觉得，在那时侯，才会有人真正发现到我的存在。

每个人都太忙了，忘了回头望望身边美好的事物。

就好像你们遗忘了我如此美好的生物一样。

我果然是只没有存在感的小虫。

What a life this could be :(

Tiring days never stop ever since i am Senior One :(
Physics, Chemistry, Biology, Maths are always making me Down.
looking at my Very Relaxed friends, sometimes i do think of if i want to change to Account there.
Sigh... but i will never gonna change :( it's just a nasty thought in my brain.

怕用英文无法完全诠释我心中的郁闷，还是用华文好了 :D
没办法，英文烂就是将。

很快，两个月就过去了。又接近考试的时间了。
唉，现在的心情，反反复复，复复反反，乱七八糟的。
突然有种不想读书的感觉，累了。
是啊，是累了。对读书，有种莫名被嚓伤的感觉。

曾经引以为傲的东西，如今，已不复存。

觉得自己变得越来越忧郁，懒惰做其他与学业无关的东西。
也慢慢对学长团失去热诚，开始怀疑自己的某些东西。

质疑，迷惑。或许就是因为这些不必要的元素，才让我变得不快乐。

最近，常被别人问说：“你做么你，将没有mood的？”

不是没有mood吧，只是累到脸部都没有能量了。
没办法笑，甚至没办法睁大双眸。

“没事的，睡醒了就好了。”我常回答说。

人长大了，要顾虑的东西，相对来说，会比小孩子多很多。
甚至令人负荷不来的太多。真的快受不了了。
唉，好累啊。

哀叹时间总是匆匆地过去，还没来得及把握，就这样从指尖溜走。

'Great' CNY

today is the first day of the Lovely CNY.
but my first day is rotally Ruined! what the hell.

staying at home is really boring >.<
but no one is bringing me out of this boring prison.

my friends are all going out, except me.
so that no one can accompany me during these 96 hours.

i'll have to face those dead things such as Computer and Tv whole day long.
Sigh!!! what a 'Great' CNY.

i'd prefer to go back to my school and do something stupid there,
rather than staying home and sleep for 12 hours for a day.

and i haven't watch those New Year Special Movies yet!
and my parents are not bringing me.
my mum said :" it's too expensive to watch a movie in cinema, we'll buy the DVD."

then few months gone, the DVD is finally out.
she'll say :" DVD is so much expensive lah baybeh, just forget it."

then result turns out to be, 'Just Forget It'.
what the heck!

this makes confused about the usage of the new clothes we'd bought.
they are totally Useless.
they're bought to be kept in the dorm and waiting to be thrown.

argh! feeling extremely BekCek.