Tiring days never stop ever since i am Senior One :(
Physics, Chemistry, Biology, Maths are always making me Down.
looking at my Very Relaxed friends, sometimes i do think of if i want to change to Account there.
Sigh... but i will never gonna change :( it's just a nasty thought in my brain.
怕用英文无法完全诠释我心中的郁闷，还是用华文好了 :D
没办法，英文烂就是将。
很快，两个月就过去了。又接近考试的时间了。
唉，现在的心情，反反复复，复复反反，乱七八糟的。
突然有种不想读书的感觉，累了。
是啊，是累了。对读书，有种莫名被嚓伤的感觉。
曾经引以为傲的东西，如今，已不复存。
觉得自己变得越来越忧郁，懒惰做其他与学业无关的东西。
也慢慢对学长团失去热诚，开始怀疑自己的某些东西。
质疑，迷惑。或许就是因为这些不必要的元素，才让我变得不快乐。
最近，常被别人问说：“你做么你，将没有mood的？”
不是没有mood吧，只是累到脸部都没有能量了。
没办法笑，甚至没办法睁大双眸。
“没事的，睡醒了就好了。”我常回答说。
人长大了，要顾虑的东西，相对来说，会比小孩子多很多。
甚至令人负荷不来的太多。真的快受不了了。
唉，好累啊。
哀叹时间总是匆匆地过去，还没来得及把握，就这样从指尖溜走。
2/13/2011
2/02/2011
'Great' CNY
today is the first day of the Lovely CNY.
but my first day is rotally Ruined! what the hell.
staying at home is really boring >.<
but no one is bringing me out of this boring prison.
my friends are all going out, except me.
so that no one can accompany me during these 96 hours.
i'll have to face those dead things such as Computer and Tv whole day long.
Sigh!!! what a 'Great' CNY.
i'd prefer to go back to my school and do something stupid there,
rather than staying home and sleep for 12 hours for a day.
and i haven't watch those New Year Special Movies yet!
and my parents are not bringing me.
my mum said :" it's too expensive to watch a movie in cinema, we'll buy the DVD."
then few months gone, the DVD is finally out.
she'll say :" DVD is so much expensive lah baybeh, just forget it."
then result turns out to be, 'Just Forget It'.
what the heck!
this makes confused about the usage of the new clothes we'd bought.
they are totally Useless.
they're bought to be kept in the dorm and waiting to be thrown.
argh! feeling extremely BekCek.
but my first day is rotally Ruined! what the hell.
staying at home is really boring >.<
but no one is bringing me out of this boring prison.
my friends are all going out, except me.
so that no one can accompany me during these 96 hours.
i'll have to face those dead things such as Computer and Tv whole day long.
Sigh!!! what a 'Great' CNY.
i'd prefer to go back to my school and do something stupid there,
rather than staying home and sleep for 12 hours for a day.
and i haven't watch those New Year Special Movies yet!
and my parents are not bringing me.
my mum said :" it's too expensive to watch a movie in cinema, we'll buy the DVD."
then few months gone, the DVD is finally out.
she'll say :" DVD is so much expensive lah baybeh, just forget it."
then result turns out to be, 'Just Forget It'.
what the heck!
this makes confused about the usage of the new clothes we'd bought.
they are totally Useless.
they're bought to be kept in the dorm and waiting to be thrown.
argh! feeling extremely BekCek.
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