tired of IT

DISSAPOINTED , that’s what I can say for this mid-semester examination. look at what kind of marks that I scored , it’s really not a good thing. especially my English, what I got? a 6 for English. the first 6 in my life appeared finally, it’s not a good thing. maybe I should really return to intermediate, im not that kind of super genius for upper. those who scored high marks, please don’t laugh me, I know that im bad enough.

I got the highest in chemistry and physics, please, im not trying to show off. so what? I still scored a 69 for my English. im the big loser. and my basketball, I was too nervous so I scored only 1 mark. im just way too bad skilled. maybe I should just quit from the marks war and turn out to be a normal person with normal marks and normal presentation. maybe I shouldn’t put that kind much effort. what did I get last? I got nothing.

nobody even noticed that im dying, except those few fellow. my parents scolded me when im still so sad. not because of the marks I scored but for those silly mistake I’ve made. they never asked if im sad or what, they never cared about me. im just a blank paper in their mind I think? it’s all my fault.

my fault.

and the person who keeps on suanxiao me, please, shut up ur dirty and disgusting mouth. i know what, u challenge me, ya i accept ur challenge but don't try to be mean, one day, i'll surely smash u down and u just leave with nothing. what i am trying to express is, don't ever make me mad. i won't let u end up with anything good but everything bad. im not that kind person than u have the ability to challenge with.

im upset.